so many demons but for what reasons
am i doomed clay made to be ruined
or a delight make it through the fire get hearts desire
im lost but i try to aspire
to many times i tried to force my desires
it brought me ruin and felonies ive aquired
did some time lost my mind
i try not to hit rewind pretend im blind
my demons love to remind so i get high
drinking booze makes you lose
doing speed makes you need
smoking dope you lose hope
this no joke
i through my life away so i wouldnt feel pain
now i strive to feel before i expire
now that is my only desire
© JTBoyd