Look i dont know where to start.... about how the truth just tore me apart.. broke my heart. left me in the dark.... crying so fuckin hard.. you never once thought about me.... disappearing constantly... overseeing your insecurities... consistently. oh what a tragedy... to see how evil your personality can really be....

disguising. conniving.

depriving. lying..

to get your way... never caring what I have to say.... you just do you while I fade away...

I never felt so betrayed.... how you blew up my soul when you threw that grenade... then played it cool... how it overruled. like it never happen anyway... boy was I the fool... im just another one of your throwaways that you take advantage of every fuckin day... what a great way to decay.... silently.. how can this be... that I let this shit get to me...

i guess the truth just fuckin hurts apparently.... it affects others differently...

maybe.. that's why I dont feel you instantly. because I'm always blinded by the truth to help set me free... instead I'm always on repeat... of feeling incomplete...

oh the Joy's of being discrete with someone who literally ignores me.... completely.. now I'm the one left feeling meticulously beat... over the commitment that you just could not keep....