I don't want to be sad,
I don't want to be jealous,
I don't want to be insecure,
I don't want to be controlling,
I want to be content,
I want to be happy,
I want to be calm,
I want to be free,
I want to feel joy all around me.

It's hard to see things with love and light when you take me to the dark place where all there is, is fright.
I...