Because of you I have felt like garbage,
because of you I have thought of dying,
because of you I've been so close to breaking and fucking everything up.

You are so unhuman to me,
Selfish , careless , hater of love,
hater to me...

How come...I wondered , how come?
I have no confidence ,
it didn't matter how hard I try
It was pointless ,
confusing and self harming
To even try
To figure out , why?
What have done?...
to you
to me

Are these feelings real?
am I a bad person
or is it all in my head?

Because you never loved me
now I can't see clear
I can't be who I ment to be
or become..
For you
For you

The worst part is when I see me through you eyes and I feel disgusted.


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