Disclaimer!
this has very sensitive topic involved
if you feel as if you are a danger to yourself please seek help.
this poem was written a long time ago and I have sense improved my mental health, if you have any concerns feel free to tell me so and I will try to reinsure you.





With every dream there's a nightmare,
I used to dream of becoming something bigger,
influencing people,
doing something.
now the nightmares don't seem like nightmares anymore,
instead the inspire me to create a different dream,
the dream will lead me away from the real monster,
the monster that romes in my brain,
singing I deserve to bleed,
and I as myself...
when will it be over,
and in my eyes there's only way out,
and that's to the light and the stars,
where I can never return.

© eveyone sees something different in each other, and chances are that there could