I don't pray before I dream
I won't lay before I sleep
But I'll die before I break
Lest I fry for my mistakes
So you may ignore the screams
That must stay indoors, discreet
I don't shy away from fakes
Blessins lie in bed with snakes
Regret slows a mind unsure
Accept rows of lines to snort
Feelins are so ill-advised
Expect those that time distorts
Secrets grow to binds endured
Rejects know no kind retort
Dealin' with this hell inside
Just let go to find recourse
This is where I walk away
Wash my hands of all this shit
So beware, it's not my day
Watched my plans fall out like bricks
But I'll share a laugh today
Stopped again, you doubting pricks
To be fair, I have to say
God, these sins come out in fits
If what I write isn't right
I won't admit that it's wrong
I sleep despite all the fights
With my habits all day long
I no longer carry guilt
I did more than most would do
I grow stronger every tilt
I ignore the ghost of you

© Jethro "2 Cents" Nuisance