I looked in the mirror
mascara all over my face
my eyes looking dead.

'eyes are doors to our soul'
if it's true I'm lifeless human being.

I shouldn't be saying things like that
I am good person I guess
but the only thing I see in me
is my parents telling me
'maybe u are the problem'

those words are engraved in my heart, in my soul, in my mind...

well i thought I was doing better
but obviously I am not.