A face,
Behind a cascade of unknown emotions,
While I set myself in motion,
I find myself between commotion,
Which isn't really there,
but still I find myself in it,
somewhere between there.
Loads of people are there by my side,
Still I don't think they really subside,
This feeling,
Whatever's in my mind.
Everything's alright,
Yes, it is.
But I don't feel the excitement,
Of anything,
Feels like I'm in a partial abandonment.
Walking and talking and laughing,
Behind which is a girl,
Who's searching where she has been.
I want to feel free,
In a truest sense,
Without any made-up worry,
Without any made-up muscles tensed.
I am young but not young,
I want really want to be young,
But I guess at my age,
Everyone has their own different message.
I wanna be with myself,
And tell her that everything's alright,
Don't scrutinize yourself.


© K