Don't say it to me

© myk

am back home but not back to old me
under the bed feels like am down to knee
negligence is the foot of all
but diligence doesn't stand to all
Engulfed in fear to face people
all I see on their faces are monsters
true lion faces that don't heart but hurt
beautiful souls that don't miss to prey
not on me but to who I am to be
surely the paper is hot I can't write am tensed
I can't talk my mouth fume hot like a pepper
Am not too obsessed to the ones I love
I always feel avoided I can't say
never did I serve their day am not weak but too quick
their minds are not in me they think am wick
my tongue twist taste bitter
my eyes roll turns red
my ears pat keen to what they don't say