Everything as it's worth.
Everything has it's phase.
In the same context, everyone has a role to play in other's life
Some come with overbearing joy and some with sorrows .
But many a times you don't really know what really you are doing.
Dear loved one, always i wonder where i really stand in your life .
Sometimes the label you give our relationship makes me just think.
Are we meant to be or not??
Is it really going to work??
Am I worth you ??
Many things go on with this little brain of mine .
I might seem good from outside but overthinking is taking over all bit by bit.
Nothing seems right.
Even if I try to tell what i feel , I don't really know if you are interested in hearing it.
I do want to hear how you feel when i complain.
I do want to know how you really feel about us.
I wanna be part of your happy and sad moments.
How bad I wish to be a part of you !
It's dramatic how i feel so much without even knowing how you feel.
However hard I try to stay updated about you I feel the distance between us ,
it's as if i am slowly fading away from your life .
I am slowly learning to be in love only my effort is enough but to be in relationship both efforts are equally important.
Even if i try i am scared if i would run away someday when i can't take it anymore.
Seeing you daily doing wrong things is slowly making me weak in holding to you.
I am starting to feel numb about everything again.
Hoping someday you will understand what I always wanted.
Miss you lots......