I feel broken...toren apart
my eyes are burning from all the tears
my chest are racing from all the fear
honey please tell me what I can do to make it right or could you please talked to me else I fear I might break.
am I suppose to just let it go...or am I suppose to say something...right now my mind and heart is so confused and also scared.
you never seems to apologise and I never ask for one.... because I know if I do ask the one I get I might not like.

we use to be like in love with each other...now all we do is fight....
I don't think I can manage all...all the pain I feel inside.
You looked at them like you loved them...you even touched them like you do...but all I see is a status of a human being.
you eyes water for the Walker..while I am right beside you...I can only imagine what's going through tough mind while they step right into you path and that smile lite up you face..
I use to make you face shine..now I guess I don't matter any more...well that up to you then because I can't stand it anymore.

I even caught you cheating but you said it was nothing and I believe you so easily... because that's how much I trust you then.

why am I so silly? ...what am I still doing here? I guest that a stupid question? and I answer I'll love to share.
you would ask and I answer...but then I'll feel so left out...I'll feel like no one cares for me even though you are still here....all I want is for this feeling you left me...all I want is for you to care but all you do is get up and ride out like you don't even care...it's sad to say I'm hurting...and it sad to say you don't care...I'm all so sorry for all I did wrong...but I'm not sure if I'll stay.
© Jadeeca Brown