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Knock, knock
All I want to do is let you in
so deep inside my mind
but it takes time
to knock down my walls
it's why I don't text or call
but I want to...just to hear your voice
it shouldn't be a choice
I shouldn't have to choose what I want to do
I should just do what I want with you
and work through my flaw
not wanting a piece of you
because I need it all

I don't want to shut you out
but the words just won't fall from my mouth
is it too late?

is it strange that I miss the moments that haven't happened yet?
wondering what's next and I haven't made a step
so many secrets I kept
From you
how cruel
of me
but...
should I let them drip from my lips?
I know for me you have an open ear but I'm scared
of what you'll think
should I be? would you let me be free?
let me release the Reaper that I keep buried beneath my skin
do I have to knock for you to let me in?

© Reaper