But I always wonder how it feels like to fall in love
I wanna know...
I want to become breathless when I see him walking by..
I want to feel butterflies in my stomach when he talks to me
I want to be breath taken by that strong cologne he uses
I want to get goosebumps on my body when he touches me
I want to know if my heart can skip a beat like others do
For once in my life, I want to become speechless and just stare at someone cluelessly
I want to wake up to a text of "good morning my love" and get sent off to sleep with a text of "sweet dreams baby"
I want to be a reason for someone to wake up everyday
I want a shoulder to lean on and cry on
Oh how I want to be told that I am like a cherry blossom blooming on a sunny day
I want someone who will still call me perfect despite knowing my flaws
I want to be wanted
I want to think about him everytime we are apart from each other
To sleep on a late night call with him on the other end
To feel as if I am going to die the next minute if I don't get a message from him
I want to call my girlfriends and tell them how happy I am to find the ONE
I want to feel like am the only girl in the whole wide world
In the tough times, I want to lose my appetite of which right now sounds impossible
I want to lock myself in my room and cry my heart out and feel like am filled with darkness

Even if it will be short lived or it might be like a dream, I just want to experience it and make my mistakes.
So that I too can have a story to tell.

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