Please take the time to read all this, consider all the time that I am spending..
And just remember the roller coaster we made and broke,while I still promised a happy ending...
My beautiful friend,it's sure been a while.
Since I've walked that hill,up and down adding up miles.
When we started off,you for sure kept it all the way real.
Your proclamation of lust for me,even though married, you were mine to steal!!
Yea,I turned you down,then u wanted me more,but I respected your man.
But,it turned out,that wasn't in store,when I averted my plan.
Yes I thought you were gorgeous,but you belonged to another.
I hadn't thought we'd become this,
that we'd fall for each other.
I never knew it was possible,to fall so hard with conviction.
I never thought it was plausible,to make you an addiction.
I forced you to date jerks and just befriend me,while you fought to get past your wreck of a marriage.
I loved you and it hurt,to just deny us,while I fought to not crack,and just made a wreck of "just caring" .
I still laugh when I recall the day that I broke and confessed.
I just had to say all the way that I hoped through the stress.
The...