Sadness like a venom
that urges through your veins
Makes you fall into seemingly bottless chasm
your heart going through endless painfull spasms
Mind blowing up like a turbulent sea
eyes failing the sight of light that you need to see
All alone scared and in pain
Soul saying it again and again what's more to gain
Silence in the ears shrieks out loud
overshadowing the mind with dark sorrowful clouds
Urging for someone somebody to cry the heart out
realising it's only you by the night there's none who can hear you shout
Keeping calm and not getting carried away by emotions
cooling up the sudden fanatic motions
Hearing the beats of my heart
makes me question my actions stored in my minds cart
Bringing back my senses
splashing water on my face washing up my lenses
I get myself together
putting back the puzzles of me like a fresh quill in a feather
I console myself putting myself to sleep
getting rid off all the harm all the emotions burried so deep.
© vexinkheart