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Not that beautiful
I am a thick girl; thick thighs, curvaceous body and a heart shape face.
With the right clothes I can be beautiful.
My friends are all skinny or fit-slim. I envy them. They have light skin and long straight hair.
I find compare to them I am not that beautiful.
MY hair is a halo of curls falling to my collarbone. My eyes are big and slanted, my nose is OK, my lips are big though... I really don't like them. My friends tell me I am enviable, boys look, they tell me I have a beautiful shape and a face that could make many stare in wonder.
I'm not that beautiful so I nöd and pretend but inside I know... Yeh... I know.
When I go shopping I feel shame, so I try to shop online. I mean my waist is a size forty but the hips are more like a forty-four. What is worse is that I am six feet tall, with long legs.
Friends that are shorter than me look more feminine.
Still, even if I'm not that beautiful I still appreciate what I have, I know I am healthy and that I have life.
At least I have my inner beauty.
#innerbeauty #inspiration #thoughts

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