#love
#past
#memories
#pain
#numb
#heartbreak

Often there's days I sit by myself
Whispering gibberish to myself
Some take me as dumb
Some mumrmer dude's numb
Smiling face sorrowful heart is all I hold
Every night I lie down helpless as memories unfold
Those promises we made make me feel nervous
All you left inside me is an abandoned heart unconscious
Sudden parting gave me wounds never to heal
Left me on the sidelines like never to feel
Longing your presence I played smiley face
Realising your absence I frowned like a gone case
Wondering what wrong I ever did to you
What was the reason that I left unturned without a cue
What part did I play wrong
Which part did I left unsung
Was it me or my love oozing out from my heart
Was it suffocating for you or i did things that made you hurt
Nights pass by every night
All I do is survive a bit more to fight
Humming out my soul I smile at the moon
Thinking was the love a sin or a boon
Was it only I who climbed the moon for you
Was it only I who felt you in the morning dew
Are you happy now
Or just it's the question you are rehearsing now
I would love you all over again
But now I dont feel the same am not on the same train
Just like a fallen leaf I fly around dead
All I feel in my head is blank drop dead..........
© vexinkheart