On this path that I'm walking,
Man it's a little challenging.
Since starting, I've been climbing,
running, crawling and God knows what else I'm doing!
I know I should not be acting like this in the starting,
But the pressure and doubt I feel is concerning,
Talking not too much to anybody,
For I don't want to be demanding,
To them to solve my problems,
For they're too nice to be dealing,
With this shit that I've been going,
Through and crying.
I've ranted no doubt,
But I feel a little down,
When I talk about it,
For I feel that I'm just burdening,
Them and ruining,
Their life and time,
Yes, it's their time that I'm wasting.
I want to show myself the love which they show me,
I want to feel normal and feel like me.
I know I chose this path,
So I need to tread on it,
That's the only part,
That I can do from my part.



© K