I hope I can just die
Cause my whole life is just a lie
I thought I was happy 
But the truth is I dont know what true happiness could be

I want to continue my journey
And I want to be who I want to be
But Im imprisoned inside me
In this cage of misery

Pain has been my friend
It didnt betray me until the end
My mind now is so confused
Did I win or did I lose?

Did I win cause I gain a friend
Or lose cause its a pain that can't be mend
Should I feel sad or happy
Cause Yes I am not alone but Im lonely

My heart is broken like a glass
Can't be repaired like how...