So you've already moved on while still married??

That's cool.

A little indicative that the problems truly you.

You sent me through Hell,
but you have the opposite of view.

How?
I have no idea,
Speak what is known.

Never believe a word I say,
Never did you wrong.

Never lied,
Never cheated,
Ain't no hoes up in my phone.

I'm either at work,
at the store,
Or mostly there at home.

All on my feet and back literally,
Because I love you,
Trying to be grown and set the tone.

But you've crossed the line,
now it's best to leave it alone.

I had eyes for one,
privately nor public,
Naw.

Listened to every lie,
and you wonder why I can't stand y'all.

But you??
Always did,
Especially with women.

I fucked up when I had my moment where I did give in.

But to please you,
I never liked it,
So that's why now it isn't living.

You're not material at all,
I hate I wasted my time.

Cause everything you think it is,
is a lie,
I've showed you why

Spent 6 Years, explaining myself.
And every time that I did,
You never listened,

only negated the shit somehow,
While turning me to a villain.

So when I tell you and show you how you're wrong to get along,

To see me for who I really am,
and not what you've somehow thought all along.

Glad to see my worth at the end,
Na I'm not feeling that.

But I'll exit with confidence with my heart and head intact.

You had my heart,
But if this is all real,
You'll never get it back.

No we'll never get back.

Funny how you always speak on if we ended.

It was weird but was a sign,
Cause I seen us never ending.

But obviously the whole fucking time,
you were pretending,

and the guilt ate you up to point the finger to my attention,

while spoiling all my intentions,
how you have the heart to be that way?

How were you so fake,
and never seen it my way,
Not a thing,

Makes sense,
expect you getting what you wanted.

Why the fuck you waste my time,
it makes me sick and I'm feeling vomit.

You're the most torturous corrupt lying person I've ever seen.

I'd rather die at this point,
there's really nothing here for me.

Except my kids,
but let's be honest,
That alone is not enough.

You always say if we split the when you come overer we would still fuck,

but that's a lie,
cause I'ma several every tie,

and end it all,
cause I'm tired of life,
and I'd rather die.

Everything else is dark and pointless,
I'd give it all up.

I might anyway who knows,
ready to see what is up.

After this.

Cause really at this point I'd rather really not exist.

Like life who's a wife,
Yes life is a bitch.


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