When one opens up,
It is then when one is regarded as being an attention seeker,
Not always that opening up helps, it really doesn't to most or me!

No day passed without me having flashbacks of my past painful events,
With each flashback, my heartbeat was affected,
With each flashback, I was emotionally and mentally destroyed.
How brutal can life be?

I need help, I am not coping!
My voice maybe sounded soft that I wasn't believed I guess,
I am drowning!
With no water visible, no one believed that I was drowning.

Slowly, I lost myself,
The me that I cherished and loved,
The me that I'd kill to have back!
All in the past right?...