I never contemplated suicide, it was always a fantasy, wanna go on ig live, so that all my 2 fans can see, i'm broken on the inside, can't get this shit outta me, they say my futures bright, maybe my eyes can't see, i think i got depression, or something happened before my adolescence, cuz this inner sadness and anger is what got me into anti-depressants, I think i've learned my lesson, xanax to the brain ain't nuin to be messed...