I leave the walls of confinement, with elated new found faith.
I will show strength with no boundaries within this broken fate.
I go to you with an open enthusiastic desire to start a new.
To love and be loved with the only person I knew.
I push my physical self to heights it cannot contain and in pain.
I do it with a smile , happy from the enlightenment of each new day.
I go to you as the balance of my life with lock and key.
You needed me to need you but you needed to get away.
My senses thrown into shock and denial being my only stay.
I find I am not the part of you I have been dreaming, living and I pray.
I am but a tool , a release , a fool , not your choice but a convenient play.
This fantasy I've been living tell myself everyday it'll be ok.
Crashes this new start and binding in the most horrific fray.
For all along disposable if I didn't act like you planned anyway.
You live your life for those freedoms of when I'm put away.
I see your hate , I feel your discuss each and every day.
So now back , I am now lost again this time to self imprisonment everyway.
Feeling your hate maybe I can hate myself and just fade away.
Your enjoyment comes in what is so untrue not real.
That once again alone, in fear, cause all I was led to believe in and promised would be made right one-day ,your deal.
© SK3