A second time

A moment if silence,a time to connect the dots
Conversation with the inner self ,in quiet contemplation,not forgotten
But firstly,a question enchoes
"Wasn't the first time enough?"

Heartbroken,regretful of this and that
Tears flow ,washing aways face mask
Awerely, it was the second time
A second time the greatest marker of all

It deepens the first heart hole
Ready to bury old , unwanted tools,no more...