from my mothers side i am the youngest child.
in the shadow of my older siblings.
i thought myself everything i know on my own just so i can be who i want to be.
i am a shadow of my siblings accomplishments, of their achievements.
i was always compered to them.
how im the worst, how i dont try,
but i didnt grow up in the same environment as they did.

from my fathers side i am the oldest child.
im...