ADHD, a whole different type of breed. Born tuff, diamonds in the rough, head strong to take on anyone, raised with southern hospitality. You're gonna love me when you get to know my personality. No time to talk, it's only hi and bye when I show up on your scene, might catch me dippin' while I'm grippin' the rails in and out of your reality.I ain't scared of taking my ride if i know I ain't right, but I know God's got my six, so even if I fall, I promise I am coming back twice as strong, taken my place standing next to the underdog, because I live by a G code mentality. Either way you call the flip of your coin, is neither here nor there because It's all about the principalities. I was douopin' in this ditty, strolling through the nitty with the gritty, throwin' dice with my life, I got blinded by the lights, so I had to disappear from the city to give myself a chance in the fight to finding my own originality. With nothing in sight except miles of cold dark night, I knew that no matter what path I decided to choose, it would take me to the top eventually. I'm the Goat of the sea, sometimes only holding on to life by the skin of my teeth, still trying to beat the odds. We all know that there ain't no place like home when you're in the Land of Oz. I'm talkin' about just a girl and her dog, kinda like Dorothy and Toto. Following the brick of gold road. Had them often checking on me, but the way I moved made me a lil hard to see, marco..polo..before they crash into a high voltage electricity pole. It's kinda crazy like in a game of Where's Waldo, and you would never know cuz I stay hella incognito. Had them out here running faster than they can, you will never catch me you lil ginger bread man.. Sam i am, the toucan sam.. Now I can't lie I took a few hits that would knock anyone down, watching these bodies hitting the floor from all around, like...'man damn'.. You might have seen it happen, the fall from grace that definitely took place, but even with my heels on, I never dropped my crown or my sword. I was trying to find the path back to the place I was before, but you know it's kinda hard to leave when you can't find the door. All I wanted was to elevate my soul to a higher level, watch it take flight, and soar. I am taking my time on this ride, with the attention that I already paid, what I got back was the knowledge of listening quick, a lil slow to respond with more wit in my speech for just a situation that would be suited for the accord. Please don't get that twisted, like veins running through south of the old bible belt, cuz you don't know the troubles I seen, it would have sent chills right down to your core. With me it's 50/50 in this bitch like a slot machine, play around and find out which side of me will come out, I can be laid back, or come throwin' my bows. Changin' it up whenever I step onto the scene because your same ol' routine becomes such a bore. If I take over the show, your re-runs will be cancelled, I'm flipping the script to a new scenario. Watch my wires, you never know what will ignite my fire, I'm unpredictable and when I go, best believe I'ma blow. I can't take you there if you aren't aware. No one can help someone that has nothing going on in there behind a blank stare. It don't mean they don't care, but until you are on the right track, you will have to stay tuned, so you don't look like a straight loonie toon. Don't worry I will meet you there in that moment, but for now I just wanna grow endlessly, as limitlessly as the air to the sky, while I'm sitting as low as my eyes, my brain continuously swarming with creativity, I'm steadily bustin' these mad flows, and jammin' Big Kritt on my radio, setting tracks from the songs that surrounds me. My brain gets a lil cloudy. But I'm fine, feeling better, better than before, from head down to toe, waving my hands up to and frow, problems out the door, I got another day to try and solve em', do yourself a favor and let it go... let down your hair,  turn up on the bass and then on the snare. Don't sweat the small shit, pick your battles or you will stay at war and baby, life just ain't fair.
© Jessie J aka Jessica Johnson
© Jessie Rae J