(Reperesting unrequited love as she..)

Me:why is it so..,I always have you there..
why is it so..,you pain a lot deeear..,
why is it so... I am only having you..
why is it so...there's no wish to come trueeeee...,
why is it so..no love there true to be..
why is it so..no person to love meee..
why is it so..all this happening...
why is it so..all this challenging...

Any answer do you haveee..
to the questions...