Trying to impress
Trying to Success
Trying to Suppress
The feeling of it being pointless.

Mama say's
You're the smartest,
You can do it the best,
Make dad the proudest?

One sis doesn't neeed to be impressed,
She's just not interested.
Other sis doesn't care if I'm being the best,
As long as I'm Rested and Relaxed.

But I'm none of those!
I'm not the smartest,
Definitely not rested and relaxed,
Dad won't be the proudest
I'm sorry to upset.

It's just too much,
Of the feeling that i
Must succeed ,
Must make everyone impressed!

You care when i am on the rode of success,
You don't care if I fail or succeed.
Once the road is done
You'll find another rode
for me to complete
And stilll think of me as the best!

I get it!
For others it might seem so nice,
So so kind, to accept me even if i lose,
Even if i disappoint
Well it's not!
Cause when u say I'm the best,
You expect me to be the best,
You make me feel like i need to impress!

No matter if i lose or fail
or Get the golden medall
Or straight A's on my test
Or even straight F's!

You won't care abt the ending,
As long as i do what u tell me to
What u expect me to,
What u alwayss wanted me to!

Let me be a kid for once!
A teenager !
I get it u put
Ur hopes on me
Ur dreams...