A maudlin plea of broken hope.
When trust encountered love.
"Its all over",future choke.
I let the ballon he gave fly above.

The first guy to be happy to hold me when I arrived.
And thought of me at every single moment he lived.
He used to give me things even before I asked.
That's dad if you still haven't guessed.


Those feet didn't have shoes to adorn.
Clothes he wore were worn.
Rice with water filled his belly.
On that hard charpoy bed they used to sleep daily.
That was his childhood so unfair.
Yet dad used to give me piggy rides to show his care.

I got everything I needed.
While mom used to look at the prices so overrated.
Dad smiled and said its it's not more important to me than my chummy.
So many times he and I used to pair up against mommy.


Work he did for me to live.
Once he let me his car drive
Nah! He managed it before it hit the electric tower.
That's what he does, treats me like his own precious flower.

That's what we cherish don't we.
Into their arms we flee.
When troubles come uninvited.
They shoulder make us feel comforted.
Dad was the happiest when my success wasn't huge for the world to behold.
Helpless I was to see his body lying dead cold.

Screams were quenching the silence that washed all around.
Mom I saw was on the ground.
Staring
Not a tear did come from my eyes.
Do you think it meant I didn't care?
Long I understood life wasn't fair.

Whispers, cries my ears couldn't
comprehend.
I saw it all with my eyes wide open.
My daddy lying there lifeless.
I was in fact very careless.
Silly things I was angry at him with.
When simple things became delicate.
Some mistakes broke the cord that joined the love so passionate.

Agreed!
Those mistakes he made were terrible I guarantee.
Times when he forgot what's right!
But how could I forget!
He is a human too who obviously isn't perfect.
It was too late before I realized.
There is nothing that a true heart can't apologize.
Love when there is till time left dear.
Or what will will happen will be worse than you fears.


I silently walked past his corpse.
Wish I knew him longer.
Then it dawned my daddy will never return.
Who will protect me from mom's vexation.
I cried that day.
Pillows wet
Images into my brain crept.
Shouted a lot
On my knees with myself I fought.
For not giving him more time.
Wishing I could just kiss him goodbye.
One last hug is all I begged.
"You lost your chance", life judged .


I lost.
You didn't.
So get up and love before it's too late.
This is a maudlin's plea of broken hope


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