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"Complacent"
I got much to complacent
With how my situation was going
My whole world caved in crashing
I had NO way of knowing
How things got bad so quick
Or where it even went wrong
I don't wanna be where I'm not wanted
Or where I feel I don't belong
I thought I gave you forever but
I've come to realize there's no such thing
You played with my emotions
And you had my heart on a string
When you get to complacent
I've heard things can get weird
Suddenly nothing at all makes sense
And nothing is as it appears
Cause things will be fine one minute
At least that's what you think
Suddenly the world's coming to an end
And you didn't even have time to blink

How did OUR relationship GET HERE?
What point do you stop trying to save it?
When is it time to say I give up and
Let go of your side of the commitment
When you get to complacent
You don't see the signs of anything coming
But when everything hits that fan
You sit in awe cause it's so overwhelming
He said I was hiding text messages
In the recent stuff Android had updated
He went as far as to saying that
I hid messages in my cellphone's wallpaper
He said there were some other apps and
Claimed his evidence was so concrete!
This nigga thought I was hiding sh*t
In apps like Pokémon Go and Uber Eats
He then went to the Google Play Store
And pulled a random app out of the air
The creators name that was on the top
Was who with I was having a love affair

He let every nigga in N. Dallas go through
That phone that I thought was mine
Sayin he showed EVERYBODY every text message
And people could see now how I was lyin'

I got the courage to finally leave him
That was about seven days ago
I got tired of him hitting me
Calling me names and calling me a hoe
2 seconds after getting his jollies off
He would always tend to start to bitch
I couldn't figure out for the life of me
How he could change his mood so quick!
I got much to complacent
With how my situation was going
My whole world caved in crashing
I had NO way of knowing
How things got bad so quick
Or where it even went wrong
I don't wanna be where I'm not wanted
Or where I feel I don't belong

© De Ona Charamut