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Black bile
Shadows whisper to me,
from the darkness of my past;
The sunlight dance's on my skin,
but doesn't warm the soul within,
I told you long ago I needed time,
to find myself and be better for you;
Now I see it was the wrong thing;
I needed you to be my strength,
and support, for you see I never,
relied on anybody else I only relied on me.
Fear took control, now I am so far away,
and don't know how to get back to you,
I pray every day, for the god's to take
me away I didn't want this life if it's
without you, and I don't see you trying
to find me. this black bile is in me,
most of the time I don't even believe,
that you were real, except for the fact
that I lived it. So my love to you I plead;
if you truly are in love with me,
I NEED YOU TO RESCUE ME.
thomas ott.
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