I have come to a conclusion, for the umpteenth time in my life, that I am human.

as strong as I try to be, as ideal as I try to be. I am not perfect, nobody is, we're all just trying.

so maybe expressing everything I feel is the way to go

not trying to pretend that I'm fine, that I'm not hurt, that the actions of others can't touch me

they do, but that's okay. it's okay because they're human too.

but the good thing about being human is that you can choose what next, how to handle it, the decision is yours,

to close your eyes, feel, accept and let it pass, or to rage and spill on everyone, and at the end of it still be hurt.

I tend to go with the former, therefore I have a few words.

I have tried, I really have

I may be human but I have done...