It's crushing me,
Do you understand or see?!
I am trying! I am doing my best!
But I am exhausted, drained, I need some rest!
But you don't understand, do you?
You have no idea what I am going through,
I can try to explain or tell you how I feel,
But you won't get it, to you it's in my head,
It's not real...

I wish just for a second I could make you
live life the way I do,
I wish you could hear the voices
screaming in my...