The way you talk to me makes me tremble.
I dream of abuse.
And u wonder why?
The way you imitate how stupid I am.
The way your throat strains in anger when it says my name.
I feel high, when I'm not.
The tears in my eyes.
You don't understand.
When I cry, I hide it.
As your voice yells I am too depressed to yell back.
Do you love me?
I wanna die.
As the tears roll down my face I feel my heart wanting to give up.
As I fall asleep.
I wake up to the same rut the same saddness.
I ask why am I here?
My heart burns.
Why do you love me but at other times hate me.
Please tell me what I did?
When I silently cry I am screaming help!
As you rage on me, my bones become numb.
I wish I was old...