glittering sunlight make our eyes blind
lucky people watch me through their cooler's
while I look them slightly covered my eyes with bare hands

I cross the road fast
there's a bunch of cars
want to beg some money
coz not only 3 fuckin days of fast
also I'm thirst

reaching the car
made myself look like a pity
even though it's embarrassing
but I have no choice
standing outside the car
wishing for a lucky star

in my barefoot
can't hold the heat
just want go under the shadow
bearing the heat from the sun
again waiting not only for their car door opening
their heart also

want collect few money
until the signal got green
the glass of Windows got down
after the long wait; for me
for them; it's just a minute

inside, the boy in my age
turning some book of page
am hold my tears and rage
waiting to break my poverty of cage

they glare me like a piece of trash
pretend to seek some cash
I'm waiting aside from glass
the signal got clear
while I'm waiting sincere
the car was moved
I run with car like a bodyguard
Oops.... not a bodyguard
In my case, like a street dog craving for bone

falling on the road
even my own body betray me
doesn't even bother look back me
the car moved fast
my cheeks r wet
dunno whether it's tears or sweat
hunger,rage,anger,poverty, frustration all are act like a glycerin to my strong eyes

I curse, not the god
the bastard and whore who gave birth to me
what's the point now? even dunno who they are?
hardly one thing I know
am byproduct of one night

want say something
when ur in boredom
don't do anything stupid
or use condom..
......... useless people
don't make another one like me
© kaddy