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RELIGIOUS PAIN
The pain and tears I shed within me today is due to regrets. I never know so called 'righteous people' in my life can be a threat. Some used me, duped and rejected me. Yet I can say only one percent out of the hundred helped me.

Jesus said it, "many are called but few are chosen." What about the rest? I guess they're frozen. Maybe by Queen Elsa, lol. Turn up the volume, vol. That's just by the way. Life is a game so you ought to play. I lost my game because I was scattered and shattered. Thus, confidence and I departed and I lay on my bed devastated. The whole world mocks at me and I guess that how I was created to be.

To be a funny clown or figure and be a laughing stalk for people, how then can I be free from this. This nerdy boy in glasses who is bookish and lacks social skills, how will his life be in bliss. Never experienced the joy of having a good friend, what kind of life is this?

From this I try to be alone and antisocial yet people complain about why I act that way. Should I act your way for you to hurt me in another way. For you to tell me I'm not a man but a pussy.

Sigh! Religious people are the worst but when it comes to church they're the first. Wait until they're secret sin burst open. But I don't want that to happen for the sake of the body of christ. Yet with the pain I feel within I feel they be exposed for they exhibit the character of an antichrist.

I saw the clothing of a sheep around them thinking they can help me get closer to God and reduce my depression. Not knowing my depression gave them an impression. My end just reminded me of the avengers end game movie. This is my infinity war without Tony Stark's fury.

These are some of the reasons why lots have stopped attending church. Lots of people and I are church hurt, thus we follow bad bitches like Jenny Perch. Let the religious think otherwise and Judge all they can. After all, their hearts are darker that Jenny Perch's as long as there's the rising and setting of the sun.

Just as my daughter said, "The world has become someway. The people of the world exhibit the characters that Godly people should exhibit, I wouldn't say this is exquisite. Jesus Christ was right when he said, "Let your light so shine before men that others may see your good works and glorify your father in heaven."

What do this religious people think they're doing? With this negative attitude they think they'll make it to heaven? Sigh! I just realised Christianity is not about going to church, dancing, praising and praying in the Chapel. It is the good character you portray as a believer which makes your body a temple of the most high.

Listen my brothers and sisters, choosing a genuine friend is not about choosing a friend with a high religious status. It's about choosing a person with a genuine heart regardless whatever.

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