Sing for the moment

**verse 1**
it's hard to make a life
out of the crap that has been given
doing everything to fit in,
so tough to keep on living,
throughout every rejection,
sex and drug obsession
getting put behind bars
because of drug possession
I need a new profession
something more than just a job
used to be home alone
wondering why my mom
spent most of her attention
on my brother and my sister
nobody seemed to listen
as if my screams were whispers
emotions seemed bitter
causing this pain and anguish
The times spent with my son
are the only times painless
forgotten like I am nameless
my actions seemed like
they're brainless
this picture I'm trying to paint
is so tainted you couldnt frame this
surreal, I can't fake this
stronger so I can take this
more serious, complications
become as bad as you make it
out to be, recreating
the way I think, cause lately
it's never been more important
to stop procrastinating

**verse 2**
tragedy with no notice
happens at any moment
easy to lash out
at the ones who give condolences
not noticing, to let go
negative emotions were holding in
closing our minds up, forget
thinking outside the box
memories with loved ones
are the best ones that we got
you can try to tell somebody
to hurt less from their loss
thing is we don't recognize
how difficult it is to talk
about what all is going wrong
if a special someone is gone
never coming home
burdened by suicidal thoughts alone
toughest thing you can do
is expecting a phone call
that is never going to happen
as you drag yourself up off
that spot in the floor
forever stained by the puddle
born from mourning eyes
hard times are never subtle
you can do what my ex did
adopt a...