fat ugly self hate projected forward in a nasty way. so unaware of self as you chase down your demons but true karmic return creates a special place in a self made hell from all that negative focus now silent screaming.
when you try and hide behind a fake banner of justice while abusing a fellow person you have now become the monster you said wanted to stop but your gears of self war are still turning and turn as they must like the fire of self loathing grows the more you point at others the longer Pinocchios nose. downward further into your desolate pit of revenge and rage so far wrong about everything and it's only been 283 days but never you worry about the time put in is past you're hell will last you a lifetime drowning in anger and self told lies discontent for all but yourself which is why you couldn't climb out of this talor made hell even if you tried. this is your punishment you chose for yourself when your vindictive blind bigotry was more important to impose on people you didn't know then your own self worth . no rest for the wicked no sympathy for the soulless , no justice for people who seek revenge, because those who seek to intentionally hurt others have no excuse no one by their side and no lie big enough for a world who watched it live left ever wanting to a cruel ugly person's friend. may you sleep in the fire you started hope it cleans your heart maybe next life loops back you make better choices but not before you have to restart. I bid you Adu
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