#WritcoPoemPrompt54
I feel my heart is wrenching and ask myself is it all worth it? The pain... the crying... the anguish... the never ending misery.

Do I deserve this?
Do I have to feel and be this way?
I often wish that I would be fine...
But fate never let me...
The torture and suffering from aloneness are still there...
Yet, I hope though happiness is still vague and very distant,
I would cling to it.

Tears are falling down as I utter some painful words;
Praying and begging that this storm will pass,
And being numb could be the last thing to plead.

© melai2020