I think this is it
When people say it will pass
Misery that always meant to be
Something inside you needs to be born

This pace I took each day
Feels lighter within time
Although I never know yet
What I'd become if we ever met

But I knew myself better
Faking everything in between
Until half of it became part of me
Those words rest in history

Often now I keep on wondering
If my name wasn't in your chants
When you saw something similar to
Because I can't see you in my latest dreams

There's nothing I hope for
Except for me truly heal
Forgive myself to the core
Setting myself free for a new sunrise

© damsel with thoughts