from the depth of my soul I cried out
pining down my head like a spell
from the core of my heart I weep
but no one heard my wail

there’s no fortitude to bear this loss
making heavy dent in my heart is unjust
but I’m alone in this misery
no heart can help share in this burden

I weep in patterns
tears streaming down uncontrollably
when my minds starts to reminisce my past
hurts melted to shatter my soul

in the midst of my storm, I lost a friend
2016 shattered and broke what’s left of my heart’s fragments
although we stopped rendezvous in my dreams
no one can fill that void in my soul

too many battles I have fought and bled
infinitesimal victory and gross vanquish
still I am the enemy of myself often times
I am my very own downfall and happiness

@talk2leigh
(twitter & insha)
7:48pm
16 Mar 2024
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