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Another year.
Another year over and a new one is about to come another year over and what have you done?
Nothing.
Nothing but take care of my kids, cook and clean take care of my kids, cook and clean.
Another year is about to begin and I can't help but to dread this year as well for each year that comes and passes I feel as though I'm stuck in a lifetime of hurt and pain.
Stuck listening to what has to get done, what I do and don't do, how things are supposed to get done, how I don't do anything even though I know it's not true, that I'm useless and unworthy.
Stuck being belittle mentally, emotionally and physically.
Another year of feeling like an old bag cause it's another year of getting very little to hardly no tlc
Just another year of lying telling everyone I know that I'm okay when really deep inside I'm screaming to them that I'm not.
Another year of calling this my life... Another year of calling this place home.
Another year of crying, sorrow, agony, torment, pain in many forms and blues and bruises.
Six years and soon to be 7 cause another year is about to come and what have I done.


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