A choice between mind and heart. I never had a chance from the start. You dont see what we can be, blinded by the fog all you see. You havnt finished your lessons which leaves me stressin. My perfect match in every way, but it's just not today, I guess it's time to walk away. I have tryed many times but always get pulled back. Sometimes I hate being an empath. I can feel your energy and it drives me crazy. Passion, anger, fear and worry, it really doesn't seem she's worthy. It makes me worry. You have come so far in the last year, I'd hate to see you loose it all to fear. In truth all I want is for you to be happy, you should be sappy, having goosebumps about the lady your talking to. But thats not you. I feel it all and that you think you deserve it. Ugh when will you see she not worthy. Worthy of the love you keep so buried, because she ripped your heart out stewed it. but then again I really know nothing. I'm just a woman who seems to see, everything you need. So to an extent ill leave you to it... you have lessons to learn and I cant do it. I'm always here for an ear to listen but I just can't handle the soul twisting. I'm going to take a back seat like your wishing and let you see what will be missing. As you say I'm the female version of you, filled with love and loyalty too. but until the day you see what I am, all I can be is a distant friend.
#TheUnrequitedLove
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