I'm tired of trying to be someone I'm not   I'm tired of feeling so lost.
Just as the wilderness in dark nights. why can't I be myself??? Every time I try I lose control. No matter what
why be someone I'm not. Depression that gets me the most I cant make my mind every time I try I get hurt some how
Take a look around...
No one here, no one there it's just me and my thoughts. What can I do to entertain myself, how can I bring joy into my life.
The only thing that appears into my life is sadness in anger seems like hatred but I know.
This pain I have it's buried into my soul, it's always there wherever I go. Nothing can fix the broken pieces even if I try there are always a piece missing. t
There's no escaping in the world of pain.
Trying to fight on what's in my Head. All these passing thoughts, all the urges it's like what can I do with all of this voices that play o repeat and tell me to do bad. While it feels like I'm dying inside.
I'm trying to find my ways out but how can I do this when I'm attacked by my own mind just scattered pieces that fall upon me shall be no more.
Around the world, there is none like me, why so different from others? It's thousand people watching, judging.
That's why I hide, hide from the world, they can't see me and I can't see them. it feels like I have to hide this hideous face of mine. Should I come back into the shadows the darkness and I shall disappear from the world and no one shall ever hear me anymore.
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