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Life is f*cking me in the ass
Please,
Can someone tell me
Why it's not getting any better?
I can't deal with this shit anymore.
I'm giving up.
I want to feel better
But not "I'm gonna kill myself tomorrow,
So let's act like my life is perfect,
Like I'm happy
Like I have a fucking will to live", better.
I really wanna enjoy life
I don't wanna just exist
I want to be happy,
But
"You're not skinny"
"You should lose some weight"
"For me, you're always be a girl".
So if I ever lose that battle that I've been fighting for the last couple years
Just remember,
That you were the reason I stayed here for a bit longer,
I think you should know,
That I was fighting for you.
//
poem i made like a week before my attempt that was about 6 months ago but sadly its still accurate
© a_lynwood
Can someone tell me
Why it's not getting any better?
I can't deal with this shit anymore.
I'm giving up.
I want to feel better
But not "I'm gonna kill myself tomorrow,
So let's act like my life is perfect,
Like I'm happy
Like I have a fucking will to live", better.
I really wanna enjoy life
I don't wanna just exist
I want to be happy,
But
"You're not skinny"
"You should lose some weight"
"For me, you're always be a girl".
So if I ever lose that battle that I've been fighting for the last couple years
Just remember,
That you were the reason I stayed here for a bit longer,
I think you should know,
That I was fighting for you.
//
poem i made like a week before my attempt that was about 6 months ago but sadly its still accurate
© a_lynwood
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