I've always been a mommy and daddy's girl they say
I've always been happy they say
everyone knows me they say
they say I'm loved by all
well i guess I'm not that happy little girl anymore
I lost who she was
she's gone and she's not coming back
I'm hurting so much
and noone knows
I'm pretending and noone can tell
I'm smiling on the outside
while crying on the inside
except you can't see tears
you see blood sheds
this world is a dark shallow empty sad place full of people but somehow I still manage to feel alone
all I see around me is me