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THINK ABOUT IT
THINK ABOUT IT
BY C.WYNTER

I don't want to think, I don't even want to breathe,
For I will just sink, when i recall unfinished dreams,
Emotions rioting so hard, but on the outside I'm calm,
Broken pieces are my heart, hope so fragile does more harm,
I have given up, in this life I'm not here really, just existing,
It's just too much, yet I can't end it for that is too shaming,
Guilted into staying around, I suffer more this choice,
This silence the only sound, and I drown within its noise,
Nothing brings me joy, my laughs are so damn fake,
Deep sighs of "oh boy", as I endure another heartbreak,
Because the more I think about it, the more sad i will become,
Life has give me so many hits, I'm tired, its over and I'm done,
For I don't like myself, a bitter truth to take in,
Deteriorating mental health, and with this depression wins
© C.Wynter