How very convoluted is the conversation
I'm feeling very unmotivated
Being thrown complication after complication
Stuck with my thoughts of endless contemplations
Hoping my emotions don't get negated
But it's feeling like I'm failing
I'm trying and trying to be someone I'm not
My life has been nothing but endless and countless thoughts
Trapped in a daydream that doesn't exist
Wanting to be charming like a certain prince
Wanting to be beautiful like a certain princess
Lost in books, lullabies, and fairytales
Not realizing the of the matter is
Reality never has the happiness those stories entail

© Bleu Wolfe