Encountering that individual we connected on a deep depth. So I took a deep step. Motivated by loyalty I stood with him. Through the rain the sun shine the pain and things life brings. Running from our hard times minds and actions locked on acquiring dividends. Thoughts were that our friendship would never end. Until He betrayed me tossed to the sharks aiming to devour me whole. Belief held that a blessing was genetic relations. Reality came up for a visit and my head fell down . Shown most trying times packed with heavy hate blood doesn't always relate. I truly regret it kept a ignorant pure heart. Gazing back I behaved pathetically. Prophetically I seen the signs of downfall with my own eyes. My Heart overruled my mind I averted my eyes from their toxic traits. That was till no more tears would fall. Then coping with pain took drugs directing my mind and numbing my heart. Our Vibe was euphoric for that woman the most was given . For her smile that curved just right. For Those pale emerald eyes glistening bright. For the loving connection I felt in our intimate sex. I went and put a hold on my life giving her sixty percent of my effort day and night. Love elevated to its peak engaging in deep talks with her by my side. Then the journey went down hill her toxic traits dismantled any future potential. Through her addiction she stabbed me through her greed she slapped me. Even then my love for her told me we were meant to be everlasting. Then everything crashed down. She spoke lies of my chance to be a father. Now with her I don't even bother she made my heart harder. Broken Trust now its difficult to love. I hardly tend to trust and careful with how I disperse my hugs.
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