Where do I start. I don't know what to do anymore,
It seems no matter how hard i try to please and love and be friendly with only bitching and backstabbing seems to be the product of it,
What hurts the most is that it's stemming from my partner, his ex and his son who I live with. Who I've been told I'm now a part of their family,
So what has shifted? what have I done or said to deserve the treatment which I'd call the things they do as in selective in hearing, only paying attention to me when it aids them and also funded financially from my pension for them,
And also the love that should be everflowing is now stunted. I feel my partner only gives me the amount needed to get what he wants out of me. I'm so sad,
It's like, he thinks making himself the butt of jokes and telling me he loves me over a spate of 6 hours is enough to make...